When I see social media posts of gatherings or parties, it brings up a strange mix of feelings. I wouldn't say it's FOMO. It’s more a reminder that I’m not really part of those circles. And yet, I don’t wish I were there. There’s a combination of relief and longing when I’m not invited. Part of me is glad to skip situations where I might feel awkward, but another part still wants to feel included.
There’s a quiet longing for friendships not yet found. Since moving to Ohio in 2019 I’ve met amazing people through my husband, our hobbies, and social events. Yet between choir rehearsals, group rides, and shared laughter, I realized that connection doesn't always lead to closeness.
God’s presence is in every moment and His love is in all situations. That was the message of last Sunday’s sermon. It isn’t always obvious especially in difficult and trying times, but it's there if you look.
After I moved back to New York last year, I was in search of new things that would enhance my life. I wanted to get involved in something that would expand my knowledge and help me to connect better.
The Class by Taryn Toomey is a workout for the mind, body and spirit.