The In-Between Space
When I see social media posts of gatherings or parties, it brings up a strange mix of feelings. I wouldn't say it's FOMO. It’s more a reminder that I’m not really part of those circles. And yet, I don’t wish I were there. There’s a combination of relief and longing when I’m not invited. Part of me is glad to skip situations where I might feel awkward, but another part still wants to feel included.